Sorry I kind of disappeared from the scene of "blogging" for a while! A lot has happened. I am not even going to talk about it though. I'm just going to keep it short and sweet. I am single. That's all I'm going to say, don't ask why, when, or how, or anything. As of right now I am walking by faith and trusting in the Lord. I am quite content with how I feel right now, and I plan on keeping this feeling so I'd like to just end there.
I got a job at Deseret Books, and I am loving EVERY SINGLE MINUTE of it. The girls I work with, (oh and one guy haha) and our amazing customers. I also like the fact that I get to listen to church music all day, soon to be christmas music!!! :) It is the most amazing place to work ever!! It's only seasonal though..so in January I'm going to go back to working with little children!! :) I'm so excited about that too!
This is a tough stage of life. For me anyways, trying to figure out what I want to do with my life, and who I really am. Learning how to stay focused on what I should be doing, what I want, and what I want to do in the future. I can't wait to be a wonderful wife, and a loving mother one day. As for now though, I need to start and continue my education, and prepare for a mission. I have a strong desire to go, and I can't let myself get distracted. I love the Lord with all my heart, and I think it would be an incredible oppurtunity to serve Him 24/7 for a whole year and a half. I also think it will better prepare me to be that wonderful wife and mother I hope to be someday.
Anyways, I've grown a lot lately..and still have quite aways to go, but I'm learning to love the journey. I'm finding my weaknesses and learning to make them into strengths. I'm finding my talents and learning to share them with others. I am taking what Elder Worthlins' mom said into my daily life, "Come what may...and LOVE it." Also President Monsons' saying, "Find Joy in the Journey...NOW!"